Wednesday, March 3, 2010

I'm So Indecisive I Can't Even Decide What I'm Feeling

Today had an odd air. It provoked a sense of wild confusement of deciding what emotion I was feeling. When I went to work, I had a bathroom buddy, the female doing the female restrooms while you do the male restrooms to which you both are assigned, who was a little fun and had an open ear when it came to my venting of these ambiguous feelings. But my emotions changed throughout the day and swung like a woman during that time of the month, if not worse. At one moment, I completely happy and joking with my buddy, and then completely depressed the next. I can be feeling mediocre, and the next I'm angry. I could be on the verge of tears, and then be full of engery and hope. Such is my life...

But to clarify to all my bleaders, I am perfectly fine. Yesterday was most cleansing than anything else. I'm doing well and I feel, generally, ok. I'm more certain good things are coming than bad.

2 comments:

  1. IM glad your feeling weell? haha

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  2. dear astell, these feelings are because you never talk/see me anymore and it to much to bear:) haha i miss you! i wish you could have been at the suprise party kevvy d threw me and i wish you were gonna be here for graduation on friday! when are you coming back? soon! kevs leaving me for a week to go to cabo with our friends.. i didnt get the invite so ill be so bored and sad! ahah how are you doing? im so envious of you! osu is coming so soon and you MUST visit me there! your friend, kelsie rose:)

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